3 weeks

It's hard to believe that Katie has been with us for 3 weeks. She has seemed to make a lot of progress but sometimes I think she is struggling and I don't know how to comfort her. She has had a lot stuff in her life. The hardest thing for me is when she cries and I can't seem to figure out why she is crying. This has gotten better for me a little. Also holding a 15 pound baby ALL day is hard work. I do know that I care a lot for this little one when she fell off the bed and hit her head on the hardwood floor when I was nearby scared me near to death. My mom said she couldn't get her legs to move fast enough to get to us. She took little bit because I could not comfort her because I could not be comforted. I don't think I've cried so much in a very long time. This past weekend was probally a little too much stimulation for her. We visited Mike's parents and family on Saturday and then my parents and family on Sunday. They threw her a shower and many friends and family members showed up. I don't have to worry about spoiling my child because everyone else is.